yes, life sucks. my life sucks. 


Seasons come, seasons go, but problems come and never go.


Everything is futile.


Stop doing things I dislike. Please understand.


Do you ever feel like no matter which way you choose, you will still fall? 


What if things are not as okay as that seen in the eyes? 

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I wish I could write everything down, I really wish I could. However, words can no longer be used to describe what I actually feel. Keeping things alone has been one of my bad habits that I should have eliminated since a long time ago. I feel worse, even worse than ever. Please tell me..

When will this end?

maybe...

"maybe it has come to the time when we need to ignore what we want and start to focus on what we deserve..."

...again